so many things've happened within such a short period of time.
honestly dont know where to start.
well i'm definitely really really happy abt one thing thats' for sure.
my fishmonger finally came home to me. -beams-
somehow evth seems right again now that you're back. :)

&i spent the past 2 days being the happy girl that i am now.
the confessions came out. &as much as i wanted to cry abt it, i wont.
this issue's not for me to cry abt.
i deserve this horrendous feeling that's been in me the past few days.
thanks b___ for being so understanding about everything.
i know you're capable of slamming tables/pushing chairs &just walking off.
you could've left me; given me the cold shoulder for as long as you wanted to;
even if you did, i deserve it; i know.
but you didnt. in fact, all you were worried abt was for my safety.
you chose to talk it out with me. to listen to me. to be there for me.
thanks for accepting the person that i am, the person i've changed to be.
for not giving up on me; for giving me the space that you feel that i need at appropriate times.
for never placing the restrictions on me; but rather just being there alongside to make sure nothing bad happens to me. i'm really sorry for all the hurt &pain that i've caused, b___.
even when things have come to this pt, you tell me not to dwell on it anymore cos you dont want me to be all upset abt it, esp not by myself.
i dont know what i did to deserve you in my life, but i thank God for choosing you to be my guardian angel. thankyou for all your love&trust in me. ilu. with all my heart. im not perfect, but i'll try to be the best that i can for you b___. *bighugs*

went for src camp d abt 2 weeks back. came back looking like a bangla lobster. only to realise abu looked worse! mwahaha. the mommy sure was frowning upon seeing how roasted her 2 lovely daughters were. anw, back to the main pt. it was like a leadership camp which consisted of 24 of us, minus (retired) excos. but most of us went there for the fun of it..&we ended up bonding with many other lovely pple from other departments too! so it was great. i love the "bunchos". *winks* haha. great experience.
&to think in just a matter of that 2/3 days, a lil' clic was formed! definitely not a camp i regret going for.
to dee, cind, stan, sk &ahmad..*BIGHUGS* to you lovely pple. :) though when any of you will see this, i dont know. stan, cind &ahmad doesnt even have access in here. -laughs-

&dee, cind &i became ben's charlie's angels of the src exco projects dept in in a matter of 2 days after the camp. :)
first exco dinner tmr! :)

&stupid sk..i realise that your name keeps coming up in some of my posts lately..so you'd better start tagging! -pokes-

ooh ooh ooh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to:-

2nd - pam
5th - zixiang
6th - rachel
14th - cindiie baby
20th - samm (where are you babe?!?!?!)
22nd - sk (concubine!)
24th - seekz (artist!)

the many many birthdays this month. &more to come in feb too.
broke broke broke. need to start saving up again.
cny never helps cos i take a year to open the angpows anyway.
plus once i cross the causeway, all value decreases by 2.2! rah. ohwells.
&there comes the "how's uni? how's studies??" stuff again.
read what dee said abt cny &abt how pple're going to start asking "smu??".
guess i should be glad that i'm not in spore for most days.
&dionnelim! im one of the cuckoos who sits through your mighty long entries! but you know why i do dont you? what to do? i just love you too much. *winks*

oh yes &then there's dnd. dont have a habit of posting pics up so i wont.
but it was all in all, lovely. :)
took lovelylovely pics. posey here, posey there. &best thing is, we finally have a proper clique photo with EVERYONE in it! =D thats def going up onto frndstr once i get down to uploading the photos onto the com. yayers. :)

mos after that was great too. love the colourful dancefloor of the retro room. &the whole cagey thing in the rnb room. i'll never be one who'll appreciate trance music..unlike stan &ahmad. hahaha. but what mattered most was the company. ;p

ooh &abu's class held a birthday party for her classmate here at our condo. it sure cracked me up when it started raining like crazy. cos they were intending on having a bbq. mwahahah. sorry abu. i'm evil i know. but you love me still. mwahaha. her friends were hilarious. i've never danced the mass dance so many times in a row before. learnt the fun dance too! sorta. its the dance that sunjay choreographed to "its the time to disco" for teacher's day 2 years back.

aii i sure miss the pj/mg days.
time's passing by too quickly.
i actually paid up for year one exams already.
ok i should just shut up abt the exams until i actually get moving with the studying &all.

been talking to the nutnut quite a bit lately.
i sincerely hope for his happiness. just wish that she'll stop being so mean to him. =X
memories were revived somehow..&it will always stay with us.
its been 3 years now since it all ended. i'm just really glad we're ok now.
this is one friendship that i'll always keep close to my heart. :)

but we've all moved on now.
&i'm glad i finally did. -beams-
our friendship will only grow stronger from here on, wont it silly nut? :)
*laughs* i dont even know if he'll even read this.
PAUL CHEONG! if you read this, you'd better realise that this is you i'm talking abt. hahaha.
but seriously, thanks for being there for me all this while.
it really means a lot to me.
thanks for letting me know that i can still count on you.
no matter what, give me a holler anytime you need to k.
you know the 8 digits. :)

&i'm off to dedicate the rest of the night to the honeybun.. my "dog".
the only one i'll never be afraid of. ;p

i only wanna run with you..